I'm the same way--it doesn't exist if it's not on CD (guess I won't be buying your new download, he he).
If you listened to it in Mark's living room you should have bootlegged it!
But seriously, good luck. If it shows up on Discogs someone's probably gonna want $200 for it. I wish Mark would start re-issuing the CD's (at least Ether, Down Time, Siren, & Halo) in remastered form as he did on the first Redshift album. Then we wouldn't have to pay our whole months' rent for one album!